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rock and a hard spot

whats that saying stuck between a rock and a hard spot. i wish i was cuz i could step forward or backword and be out of the way of both. i think a room with cement floor, celing, and walls that close in on you more describes the spot i'm in right now. i have no idea what to do with my life. i want to get a new job but don't want to quite the one i have. i want to improve my grades but have no time for homework. i want to commet to my boyfriend and be a good girlfriend but theres this other guy who i thought liked me(and recently told me he didn't) you that would simpllifie that one but then there is another other guy who says he loves me nothing has happened between the two of us. At less nothing in person i've never meet him face to face, (he is a friend of a friend who e-mails me.)

I feel bad for not consolting with my boyfriend about this but he is big into the not cheating/lying (but i've been told that he asked this other girl out. that doesn't make me made cuz she sopposedly said no and if i was made at him i would be the biggst hypectret ever) thing and i have'nt told him about any of this yet.

Ugh! why is life so complecated if anyone could commet and leave some addvice that would be nice!!!!!!!

siting un english "reading the jyngle"

URG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I made a commet about this guy looking nice(a guy who had a gf)yesterday! Not even to his face, we'll he heard about it and told my bf i planed on breacking up w/him so we can be togather! I guess the fact i complemented him right before his girlfriend broke up with him gave him the idea i would be his rebound. We have never even talked befor yesterday and i've been dating this other guy often on for three years! We are going on a date to a haunted house tomarow. and right now we have plans to go to the saddie hockens girls choice dance, but maybe not now cuz he might be made at me! so maybe guy # two will get his way cuz i am NOT going alone! and my gf can't come cuz she is working at a different dance that i can't go too cuz i don't go to the church that is hosing it!!!! RAWR!

Ugh

i was just told my bf has been asking other girls out!!!! Rrrrrr.......... I will KILL him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

50th 1st date

thinking about that last post .......if we really do go tommarow it will be like our 50th 1st date togather..... you said second chances don't count......or third.....fourth....fith.....................................................

togather again

So i've pretty much made up with my ex-boyfriend. i mean it was kinda inevitable we always make up no matter what we were annoyed with. Its just kinda how we handle things annoyed with the other persons crazy family (thats always him, my family is the craxy one) breack up, upset about life in general (that one is me, again becouse of my crazy family) breack up) then once you've had time to cool off (and if your me date some jerk for about a day befor he pisses you off so that i relize who nice the origanal bf was) and call the other person to start patching things over. If my dad (again with the crazy family) doesn't get in the way we r seeing lion king tomarrow!

New

I think i'm going to go eat lots of ice creame!!!!! that always helps!!

RRrrrrrr.

My (ex) boyfriend went on a date with "Tiffany" eariar when he told me about his date is when he turned into my ex 

Work

So I'm at work, and so TIRED!!!!! and i don't get off tell ten!!!!!! *sigh* The worst part....... since i've been working i haven't seen my bf! We've only been on one date! i haven't had time to bite him!!!!!! ;)

School

School is almost out! I am so happy!!!!!! Summer of lounging here i come.....or at less a plan to lounge between my job, summer pe that i'm talking, voleenteering at a balloon museum....and doing a summer assinment for next years engilsh class!

Check out....

Check out my gf's blog!!!!

http://prowlerofthenight.blogspot.com/

Stars

why do we wish on falling stars. They are falling out of favor of the heavens, why not wish on stars still in favor of the heavens there are more of those anyway.

Concert

Anyway....me and my gf play in a concert tonight that should be fun. (The hanging out w/ my gf b4 the concert part, not playing in it)

Anger

Sometimes people not understanding something simple really torks me off! Rrrrrr, I ask my mom a question and she got all made at me for not listening to her. If someone asks you to exlplain something of course they were listening! They just want you to explain!!!!! Rrrrrrrr.........

SUMMER

Yeah warm weather!!!!

Bord....

I need something to sprose up my life! Something exiting!!!!!!!!

hanging out

i am curently hanging out with my werewolf gf!!!

Ello

so about me I'm a fallen vamper angel who has been marked my my werewolf gf!