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rock and a hard spot

whats that saying stuck between a rock and a hard spot. i wish i was cuz i could step forward or backword and be out of the way of both. i think a room with cement floor, celing, and walls that close in on you more describes the spot i'm in right now. i have no idea what to do with my life. i want to get a new job but don't want to quite the one i have. i want to improve my grades but have no time for homework. i want to commet to my boyfriend and be a good girlfriend but theres this other guy who i thought liked me(and recently told me he didn't) you that would simpllifie that one but then there is another other guy who says he loves me nothing has happened between the two of us. At less nothing in person i've never meet him face to face, (he is a friend of a friend who e-mails me.)

I feel bad for not consolting with my boyfriend about this but he is big into the not cheating/lying (but i've been told that he asked this other girl out. that doesn't make me made cuz she sopposedly said no and if i was made at him i would be the biggst hypectret ever) thing and i have'nt told him about any of this yet.

Ugh! why is life so complecated if anyone could commet and leave some addvice that would be nice!!!!!!!

siting un english "reading the jyngle"

URG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I made a commet about this guy looking nice(a guy who had a gf)yesterday! Not even to his face, we'll he heard about it and told my bf i planed on breacking up w/him so we can be togather! I guess the fact i complemented him right before his girlfriend broke up with him gave him the idea i would be his rebound. We have never even talked befor yesterday and i've been dating this other guy often on for three years! We are going on a date to a haunted house tomarow. and right now we have plans to go to the saddie hockens girls choice dance, but maybe not now cuz he might be made at me! so maybe guy # two will get his way cuz i am NOT going alone! and my gf can't come cuz she is working at a different dance that i can't go too cuz i don't go to the church that is hosing it!!!! RAWR!

Ugh

i was just told my bf has been asking other girls out!!!! Rrrrrr.......... I will KILL him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

50th 1st date

thinking about that last post .......if we really do go tommarow it will be like our 50th 1st date togather..... you said second chances don't count......or third.....fourth....fith.....................................................